This Is Gender

Everybody loves flowers because flowers are beautiful. If anyone learned about me, I would be dead. So I have to hide my identity for my safety and protection. When you look at me this way, you will love me because I look like a flower. I am not a flower but I can’t be me either. I can only be beautiful in my own way.”  Glossy, polished and posed, portrait of “Ryan” is a far cry from the usual images we see of the struggle of LGBTQ+ people in East Africa. For some, These image may not seem as impactful or stirring as the kinds of reportage or photojournalism that we’re used to seeing in the human rights space. It may not seem a natural fit for a Global Health report or advocacy campaigns. But for the This is Gender panel, the image raises important questions about what it is to see and to represent and offers a solution to the complex issues raised in the ethics of visibility. 

Forced to flee homeland in fear of violence and imprisonment due to his sexuality, in a country where gay sex is punishable by life imprisonment and politicians exploit homophobic rhetoric to win the ‘moral’ vote, Ryan was afraid to embrace who he was. Concealed behind his mask, he says: ‘If anyone learned about me, I would be dead. So I have to hide my identity for my safety and protection. When you look at me this way, you will love me because I look like a flower. I am not a flower but I can’t be me either’
The image depicts a close-up portrait of a “Ryan” wearing a vibrant green wig and a large, pink flower mask that covers their eyes. The background is a deep blue, creating a striking contrast with the bright colors of the wig and mask.
The image shows a close-up portrait of “Ryan” with head wrapped in white bandages. Over face, they wear a large, pink flower mask that covers their eyes. His dark skin and dark eyes are visible through the mask’s eye holes. His hands, adorned with rings and bracelets, rest near their face. The background is a deep blue, creating a striking contrast with the bright colors of the mask and the his skin.
The overall impression is one of vulnerability and mystery. The bandages suggest emotional pain, while the mask obscures the his identity and emotions. The bright colors of the flower mask create a sense of hope or and beauty, while the somber background suggests a sense of isolation and struggle.

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